that old feeling just doesnt seem to go away ..
the stale feeling of betrayal.. the betrayal but the one u trusted the most...
in a short time has been destroyed...
trust cant be built anymore... i left my best friend betray our friendship for a relationship ... he then took it and gave it away to someone he knew for a few days,,, words he sais to her still peirce my heart,,, the i miss you and cant wait to go back... i got that msg after 9 yrs.. she got it after one dinner and a weekend...
someitmes life isnt fair but we go on.. we learn not to trust.. we learn to have thoughts. bad thoughts but we dun hate...
i let u go but i cant stop looking back at the pain u accuse me of causing when all i see is a darkness of your selfishness..
u picked me up , held my hand made me safe but once we reached the middle of this broken bridge u left go and ran ahead...
u escaped things u want to avoid, ur afraid of what is good..
but from u i learn to stop and think about those that surround me, are u really my friend or are u going to betray me too...
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