another arguement arise, this time about how children should be educated. we just have different views. i guess i was a little agitated the fact, everybnight i have to wait endlessly for him to come online before i can chat to him, not one time is he on early.. and that gets to me... nor is there an explanation right after..
anyway im just unsure of what is happenin. LD is impossible to know the outcome of. we both never want the same thing at the same time.. Im just doing soemthing hes waited for so long and prolonged...
feel the pain as if someone stabbed u ? that sharp emptiness?
I gave the last choice to him and he made it with a "might as well...."
time to heal and end this... and as a result we have.,.
he feels no remorse what so ever , u cant believe that one min they want to end it with you and the next min end UP with u.. thats just two different things..
its all so confuessing and unsure.. i cant have mixed feelings and have someone else with mixed feeljings.. i needed someone to be strong in this,
im not even looking into the past anymore.. its now and this is it. he feels this now and theres nothing I can do.
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